Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Ryo & Natsumi

Today Natsumi went to meet up with her friend, who she didn’t see for a very long time.

“RYOOO” she yelled what made all the attention go to her who was jumping on her friend “Oii don’t be so loud, people will notice me” he whispered and put her down “Ah of course Mr. Fame” she joked “Lets go” he said and pulled her into a bar she and ryo sat down and ordered what they wanted to drink “One Tequila and one beer please” ryo ordered “Soo Ryo tell me what happened all this time in your life?” she asked starting the conversation.


“Nothing special” he replied “still no girl in your crappy life?” she smirked “Oii, if I want a girl I can get one, but I want somebody I don’t know...” he shouted with his big sunglasses on “Can’t you put off your Sunglasses?” she asked “What? you want to see my beautiful eyes don’t you?” he grinned “Never mind keep them on” she said “Eh hidoiyo” he replied hurt


“So come on you want an girl but can’t find the right one” she asked “Ah ma na I thought that I found her but she has another guy now” he grinned “ahh hontou wow that must have been hard?” she asked “You have no idea…” he whispered “hmm?” she said “Nothing”


When the drinks arrived

“So how about you, did something happen in your boring life” he asked “Uhhh… I gave Pi another chance” she informed since he still wasn’t aware of that “Maji???” he said surprised “Eh why is that so surprising??” she asked


“Because I just thought you didn’t forgive people so fast” he said “I actually don’t, but it was affecting me a lot too so I just decided to try it again” she explained “ah soka, you love him that much” he said “I guess” she replied “Jyaa what if he suddenly proposed to you” ryo suddenly asked


“Eh? I would say no since we are just together now, but I think he isn’t thinking about that sort of stuff anyway” she said “How do you know? He thinks about his future to, you know?” he said “Yeah well I’m not” she laughed “Ne why are we talking about this anyway” she said “I just was curious” he grinned


“I met my brother yesterday” natsumi announced smiling “Ahh hontou how is little Hiroki doing” ryo asked “Eh Hiroki? No no I mean my other brother” she smiled ryo was counting with his fingers and whispering “Hiroki to Mei??? Brother? Which brother?? Oiii you don’t have a Brother BA~KA” he shouted “Uruse I do, it’s not my real brother tough but my stepbrother” she said


“Since when do you have a stepbrother?” he asked “Well I didn’t know either, but I got to meet him yesterday and he told me the whole story and he said some things nobody could know so I believe it, I mean why would he lie ne to be my brother?!” she explained “Eh hontou!” ryo said curious “Eh hontou desu, in fact its your senpai” she grinned “Senpai? Johnny’s Jimusho?” he said confused “Arashi” she said “DARE?” he shouted in excitement “Matsumoto-san” she said


“EHHHHHHHHH!???” he yelled “Shhh keep your voice down a bit we’re in a public place” she shushed him “Ah gomen demo SUGE!” ryo said “I was surprised to, and he was so nice I actually thought he was some arrogant guy from TV like you” she smirked


“Oii watch your words” he yelled

“Jyaaa that’s all lets get going before I get too drunk” she said and stood up from the seat “You’ll pay right? Ahh thanks your such a good friend” she said and walked out of the place “Oii I didn’t even say yes or no yet” he shouted “Thank you Boo” she said and continued when he paid the check


he walked towards her she was sitting on a bench “Ikuyou” he said and she stood up “Your on foot?” he asked “Yeah the weather is too good to go by bus ne” she said “Its mid-night tough… Hey you should get your drivers license” he said “But no you’ll probably be a terrible driver” he smirked “Look who’s saying, how many cars where involved in the accident again 3? 4?” she teased


“Oii” he shouted “So maybe I will try to get an drivers license” she smiled “You really should!...or not…” he said “Oii I heard that baka” she yelled at him

And so they continued till they where separated and each went to their own home.


“where were you” was the first thing she heard when she came in “eh?” she said putting of the jacket she was wearing “and whose jacket is that?!” Ayumi continued “What the hell is wrong with you?!” natsumi replied while putting of her pumps


“You just went off without telling me where the hell your going and you come back in the middle of the night with some dudes jacket and your telling me what’s wrong with me?” Ayumi said “Ok I won’t even bother to explain to you” natsumi said and walked to her room


“Oii I’m still talking to you” Ayumi yelled but natsumi slammed the door, she was startled when she saw yamapi sleeping in her bed she smiled and looked at him sleeping peacefully.


She changed her clothes and sat down next him she slided her hands over his cheek he opened up one eye and looked at her he grinned “ne you didn’t go home?” she asked him “uhm I was waiting for you” he said sleepy “Gomen I was with Ryo, I promised him to go out one day I didn’t see him for such a long time we didn’t even notice the time” she said he smiled


“I didn’t even ask you something”

“Yeah well I told you anyway I mean I don’t have any secrets for you…” she said and he shove to other side making place for her she lay down and went closer “Oyasumi” she whispered and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

A brother?

Even tough Natsumi decided to give him another chance she wanted to take it slow, and make progress in their relationship bit by bit.
It was midnight she was sleeping until she heard her phone ring she reached out her hand without looking to pick it up, she kept on looking for her phone on the ground and finally found it and picked it up.


“moshi moshi?” she answered with a sleepy voice “Ano am I speaking with Aoki Natsumi?” a unfamiliar voice asked “Eh? Whose this? Why are you calling at such a time??” she kept on asking confused “Ahh sorry I forgot to introduce myself my name is Matsumoto Jun” he introduced himself “I can’t really say nice to meet you but your calling at this time because…?” she asked “I’m really sorry for calling you at this time but the reason I called is a bit eto… nanka… hazukashi desu…” he said


“Ano I’m sorry for being rude but are you drunk?!” she asked “No no I’m not see.. this is what I meant” he mumbled “hey can you tell me why you called me already??” she continued asking hoping that he would answer so she can go back to sleep “Ya ano it may sound weird to you but… We are siblings” he suddenly announced


“Ok now I am sure you are drunk, you really shouldn’t bother other people when your drunk you know…” she said in disbelief “No… ahh I knew you wouldn’t believe me, demo I have evidence can we meet tomorrow? At shibuya-ku starbucks 4pm ok? See you then”


He said and hung up without listening to her answer “Ehh Chotto…” she chirped but only heard the sound of the dialling sound.

She was confused but was too tired to think about it and was fast asleep.


Next day…


She went to her work in the morning like every normal day, she was working and helping the customers who came in till suddenly the scene repeated in her head what happened last night when she suddenly got called. “Ehh should I really go…” she whispered “Oii I don’t pay you to talk with yourself!” her boss scowled “Hai Sumimasen!” she appoligized and continued the work she was doing. A few hours later when she looked at the clock she saw it was 4pm “should I go…?” she mumbled just when she said that her boss walked by “Oii..” he said but got interrupted “Yeah I know you don’t pay me to talk with myself” she said he nodded


“You know what you look a bit weird today go home” he said

“Hontou!” she said and didn’t even hesitate and took her leave when she walked out of the shop she looked at her watch it was already 5 past 4 “Kusoo… I’m already late!” she said and ran into the crowdie streets in Shibuya her phone was ringing she kept on running on her high heel pumps and tried to fish her phone out of her purse she didn’t look and tripped


“ITEEEE!” she yelled what made all attention concentrated on her who was now still on the flour she picked up her phone while still sitting on the flour not caring about the people around her “MOSHI?” she shouted “Wow what’s up with you!” Ryo said surprised “Ryo please I’ll call you later ok?! Uwah you always call on those stupid moments!” she said and hung up and stood up and made her way to starbucks.

When she entered the shop she was looking for him (since she already saw him multiple times on TV she knew how he looked) she spotted him and was glad he didn’t leave


“Sumimasen for letting you wait” she apologized “No I’m the one who should apologize for making you come here so sudden” he said and bowed “Ii desu kedo, but what was that all about yesterday?” she asked “Yeah well its very simple we are siblings” he said “Eh?” she said “Yeah well kind of I mean we have the same mother, Satumi desu yo” he said what made Natsumi shiver


“Uso how…?” she whispered “She was married with my father but at the end it didn’t work out somehow but I was already born, but my father wanted to raise me and that’s why yeah well you never met me” he explained “imi wa wakanai” she said shaking her head “I was devastated when I heard she died… even tough my father wasn’t with her anymore she would call me always and sometimes even meet up with me to know how I’m doing…” he continued.


“I just can’t believe it… And she never told me a thing about this…?” she said still confused about what the guy was telling her “She was always talking about you, you know? I mean you two where really close weren’t you” he asked her but she was silent her eyes became teary and red “I’m sorry this is still a sensitive subject for you… for me too I really couldn’t believe it when I heard they died in an accident…” he said “But she was really a wonderful person” he added


“She sure was” she agreed “So you do believe me now?” he asked “I do… I think…” she replied “I always wanted to have a little sister and now I finally met you” he grinned “Its still kind of weird, to be your sister suddenly” she said “Ne don’t talk so rude to your brother” he joked “Ehh” she laughed “Demo if you ever need me just give me a call ne” he said


“Uhn I will, you too right?” she said “Of course, jyaa we will definitely meet again!” he said and stood up and went off.

Natsumi who was still sitting there alone was smiling, somehow she was glad she had a (kind of) relative again beside her since all her other siblings where far away from her.


When she stood up she went back home and was surprised to find Ayumi at home.

“Ayumi…? What are you doing here” natsumi asked walking into the living room “I’m done with him” she suddenly announced “Eh? Dare?” she asked “Yeah who do you think I mean SHIGE! I’m so sick of his egocentric shit” she yelled “Wow calm down!” natsumi said while picking up her phone who was ringing and gestured an apologize to Ayumi


“Moshi moshi?” she said “Can I come” yamapi replied “Yeah I’m fine and how are you doing?” she said “Demo can I?” he asked again “Ano I don’t know Ayumi is here and…” she said but got interrupted “Ok open up then” he said “Eh?!” she said and heard somebody knocking on the door “ehh why are you calling if your already here mou~” she mumbled and walked to the door to open the door “who is it natsumi?” Ayumi asked “Its yamapi gomen ne!” natsumi said and opened the door.

The guy came closer trying to kiss her she stopped him putting her hands on his cheeks and pushing him away “What are you doing” she asked him “nani sore can’t even kiss you anymore without explaining what I’m gonna do?” he said disappointed and walked in “Oh ayumi~” he greeted “Pi Ogenki?” she asked he nodded


“You?” he asked “That gay co-member of yours makes my life miserable” Ayumi shouted “Oii Ayumi! Until now he always was good to you don’t forget all the good things he did and only stick with the bad things” natsumi lectured “Don’t talk like you know anything” Ayumi replied irritated


“Don’t be so ungrateful there are millions of girls that would do everything to have a life like yours,you know?” natsumi continued “Yeah so? That’s not relevant you know? Just because he is famous I must let him do everything?” she yelled


“I didn’t say that, I only said you shouldn’t think only about the bad things that happened but also the good things in your relationship with him cause I’, sure that 90% went good” she replied “Hai hai thank you for the lesson” Ayumi said and walked to her room.


“Unbelievable” natsumi sighed “I think you should let her be for a while now she is still angry at him for whatever he did, so she has to calm down first, then maybe you can talk with her about what’s good or bad” pi suggested


she stood up from where she was sitting and sat down next to him and looked at him “Let’s heal this relationship first ne” she said and rested her head on his shoulder “I love you” he said “Oh no that won’t heal it” she laughed “Damn it I really thought that would do it” he smirked


“Lets go somewhere pi” she said “Where?” he asked “I don’t know somewhere far, far away from everybody” she said “nande? So sudden” he asked “I just wanna be with you alone” she smiled “Hawaii?” he said “Eh? Hontou?” she said excited “Sure if that’s gonna make you happy” he smiled “Demo, I won’t go untill Ayumi is or back with shige or got over him” natsumi said.

9 months?

This morning Natsumi wasn’t feeling very well and so didn’t go to work, she was very sick when Ayumi called her to ask her how she is doing she got worried so she decided to come and check on Natsumi when she arrived. She opened the door since she still has the keys of the house when she came in she heard some noise coming from the bathroom


she looked around she threw her purse and the keys on the couch and ran to the bathroom and found natsumi washing her face “Oh bikuri!” natsumi shouted when she saw her friend “don’t sneak on me in my own house!” natsumi continued “Gomen but I heard you… ano daijoubu?” Ayumi asked “Henki dayo! I think I ate some wrong things hehe I really felt miserable but now feel better when it got all out!” natsumi smiled and went to the living room Ayumi followed her.


“Miserable” Ayumi repeated “uhn I’ve been dizzy the whole day I again took a day off from work he will probably fire me soon” she sighed “Of course not you are always there and always working your ass off I’m sure he won’t” Ayumi assured “Anyway how’s shige doing?” natsumi asked “Fine he is very busy lately since they are making a new album” she explained


“ah soka ii ne” she replied “But you already know that rig…ht eh.. I uhm.. *cough* gomen I totally forgot about…” Ayumi stuttered Natsumi grinned and stood up “You want to drink something Ayumi?” she asked her “Sure give me some of that weird juice you always buy” Ayumi joked “weird yet you want to drink it I think the weird thing her is you ne” natsumi retorted “Uruse!” Ayumi laughed when natsumi came back with the drinks.


“GOMEN” natsumi said and went running to the bathroom again “heeeh natsumi you really should go to the doctor” Ayumi suggested natsumi came back to the living room when she was finished throwing up “nande its not life threatening or something” natsumi smiled and tried to avoid the conversation


“Ano saa maybe you are…” ayumi said but got interrupted “Ne Ayumi don’t talk nonsense please?!” natsumi said and grabbed the glass of juice “NATSUMI! You know these things are the symptoms of being pregnant right” Ayumi said “Ayumi please yamete” natsumi pleaded since she didn’t want to hear the words that where coming from her friends mouth even tough it was possible.

“I just don’t want to think about stuff like that Ayumi you should understand that right, I have it hard enough right now” natsumi explained

“Ne why are you always so stubborn why don’t you just check if you really aren’t?? Lets go” Ayumi said and stood up “Doko?” natsumi asked “Lets go to get your pregnancy test baka” Ayumi said again “noooooo” natsumi said while she was being dragged.


When they where outside natsumi stopped arguing and gave up while following her friend “Jyaa here it is” Ayumi said and stepped into the store they where looking for the test when they finally found it Ayumi saw somebody she knew “Ano gomen you go I’ll be waiting outside” Ayumi said and went to catch up with her friend and left natsumi there when she took the one she wanted she went to pay for it at the pay desk “You know how to use this miss” the worker in the shop asked natsumi “Oh hai” natsumi said and paid for it.


When she turned around to get out of the shop she was surprised to see “Natsumi?” he said confused after seeing what she bought she ignored him and walked out of the store looking for Ayumi “Chotto matte!” yamapi shouted and ran after her when he caught up with her “Are you pregnant” he gasped


“None of your business” she said and continued walking still searching for Ayumi “Natsumi tell me?” he pleaded “Go Away!” she said and fastened her pace “Don’t be so stupid you can’t bring up a baby on your own” he yelled “I DON’T KNOW YET BAKA! WHY DO YOU THINK I BOUGHT THIS?!” she yelled back at him and spotted Ayumi “Oiii where the hell where you!” natsumi shouted irritated “gomen gomen!” Ayumi apologized “Are? Yamashita-san?” she said looking behind natsumi


“Konnichiwa” he replied “Congrats” Ayumi said suddenly “eh?” he and natsumi said when she suddenly congratulated him “nande?” he asked “You’re going to be a father!” She said in an angry voice “Even if I’m pregnant he won’t be the father that’s for sure” natsumi mumbled Ayumi shook her head “Ya its not you I’m talking about… Unfortunately” Ayumi said


“what do you mean?” yamapi asked confused “The girl you had that accident with… She is pregnant it happen to be that, that girl is my friend” Ayumi informed his eyes widened “Uso desu yo” he whispered natsumi grimaced “well that’s nice for you ne omedetou~!” she said and walked away leaving the other two behind.


“You really screwed up ne” Ayumi said “I don’t understand why all this is happening to me…” he sighed “I kind of believe you, that you really was drunk you aren’t that stupid I mean you told her on the phone where you were if you really was messing around you wouldn’t do that right” she explained


“I really am glad that somebody at least believes me… But the one I want to believe me the most doesn’t” he sighed again “Go talk to her then” she said smiling “I think that’s easier said than done” he said and walked next to her “Its easier done than said you mean~!” she said and tapped him on his shoulder “Let her see that you really do care for her and just keep on bugging her eventually she will give up trust me I know!” she laughed


“Jyaa I’m going home to my baka at home” she smirked and went the other way “Ano sa!” he said before she walked away she turned around “hmm?” she asked “Arigatou” he said and she smiled and walked away.


When he arrived at her door he was hesitating “should I go…” he mumbled and collected all his courage and knocked on the door “hai!” she shouted and opened the door “What now?” she said uninterested when she saw him he walked in “oii where are you going” she yelled “sit down” he said “Eh am I at the wrong address or something this is my house right?!” she yelled


“SIT DOWN AND LISTEN TO ME” he yelled what startled her she sat down “Nani? Shouldn’t you go visit your wife?” she said while zapping “She is not my wife and she never will be ok, I’m sorry for her that she got pregnant but I was drunk and wasn’t aware of anything and she should have stopped me or whatever” he said irritated about the way natsumi was talking with him


“Turn off that damn TV I’m talking with you!” he said angry “Stop being so damn demanding your not my boss! Baka” she retorted “HA! drunk that excuse helps you a lot ne~” she smirked “This is really leading to nothing” he sighed “Well leave then if you aren’t even willing to try your best” she said


“Do my best I’m doing more than my best but you just are so cold, I really don’t get what got in to you” he shook his head “I’m not in the mood for this” she said and walked to the phone that was ringing “moshii~” she said “Uhn, Akanishiii why didn’t you drop by one of these days?!” natsumi shouted “Eh? Of course you can come ano that day then? You know, that’s ok”

“Hai jyaa ne” natsumi said and hung up.


“So didn’t you go to your wife yet?” she grinned “Yeah still those weird jokes of you ne” he said “Anyway you should go to her I mean the poor girl being a victim of a drunk guy and having to bring up a baby on her own hidoiyo” she accused him “that’s why I’m here... I don’t want to be the father of her baby, I want to be your baby” he said serious “Eh?” she laughed


“Ah I mean the father of your baby” he blushed “Honey I don’t even have a baby” she announced “eh?” he said surprised “it was a false alarm” she smirked “Uso” he said shocked “hey I didn’t even want to buy that thing, demo Ayumi kept on bugging me and I wanted her to shut up” she laughed “Eh….” He said “So you should go to her, ne~ problem solved!” she laughed “Natsumi I’m really serious, I want you back” he pleaded “But I don’t” she said “Eh…” he sighed “Let me think about it a little” she said “Sure...” he replied “I’ll give you another chance” she smiled “Majide?” he asked


“Demo don’t ever try to do something like this again cause this time I will eat you up” she said suddenly looking serious “I won’t” he replied laughing and hugged her.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

The End...

“You’ve got some guts to call me ne” she said irritated to hear his voice “Natsumi please I really need to talk with you, outside” yamapi said she wasn’t ready to talk with him yet but something just pushed her to go “hai” she said and hung up and went outside it was rather dark even tough it was morning it was 7am, when she went outside she saw him leaning on a bench he looked at her “hey…” he said she didn’t greet him back “what do you want?” she asked cold not even looking at him “What happened yesterday…” he tried to explain but got interrupted “yeah you had a very excited night congratulations I don’t want to hear about it ok” she retorted and wanted to walk away but he grabbed her arm she stopped “Listen to me please” he pleaded “Let go of me” she said and shacked of his hand “I didn’t know what I was doing… I was drunk and…” he continued she smirked “Ha… Lame excuse ne, I don’t care really if you was drunk or whatever” she replied angry “You just don’t want it to be solved do you?” he asked


“What?” she said she shook her head “I think you don’t want us to be together anymore, that’s why you don’t want to clear up things you just don’t love me anymore?” he accused “You really think so? You really think I don’t love you anymore?” she said angry about the words he just had said he didn’t answer her “you don’t know half how much I love you… Seriously you don’t know anything, demo… Now when I look at you I keep on recalling the things I saw and even tough you did this to me I still love you and I think I always will” she explained


“BUT WHY?! Why do you have to recall it I didn’t even know what I was doing I don’t even know where or with who I was for god’s sake I still don’t know anything!” he shouted “how do I know that you really don’t know anything maybe that’s just a lie and you will do it again” she said not trusting a word of what he said “The only way you can know is if you have faith in me and believe me, but if you don’t… I guess this is the end then” he announced she looked shocked to him she knew this was coming but she just didn’t want to hear it


“I guess so” she said and turned around since her eyes where getting teary, she didn’t want him to know she was hurt “Natsumi” he said just before she wanted to leave “I’m sorry for everything I did to you” he apologized what made natsumi explode she couldn’t hold in her tears anymore and just let it out he was surprised since he didn’t see that coming “natsumi” he whispered “Go away already!” she said and ran of.

This day… Was the last time they would ever be together, it was… Officially over. Right...?


Next day Akanishi who was lately hanging around with natsumi a lot these days he dropped by
“akanishi?!” she said surprised “Oh” he greeted and came in “Are you ok?” he asked her “Uhn just a flew or whatever but I’m fine” she nodded “Ano…” he said “Yeah I already know what you want to ask, me and yamashita broke up” she announced “eh demo…” he said disappointed “Nande?” he asked “I just can’t… Its just too painful for me, maybe I’m just overreacting but I really can’t” she cried “Its such a waste hontouni…” he sighed “Kedo its not that I’m dying now without him I got to admit I do miss him but life goes on ne!” she said “Sou desu ne” he agreed.


When akanishi left she lazed around and didn’t do anything she didn’t even bother too cook some food for herself she just kept on starring at the tv and zapping to other channels but then she heard somebody knocking on the door at first she wanted to pretend like she wasn’t home since she didn’t want to go open up but she was curious to know who it was and went to open it she opened the door and saw “Natsumi!” Naomi shouted and hugged her “Eh?!” natsumi said not knowing why she was hugging her, the woman invited her self in and went inside “Are? Yamapi not here?” Naomi asked not knowing what had happened


“Eh? Ano about that” natsumi said and sat down “nani did something happen?” Naomi asked worried “yaa ano me and Tomohisa aren’t together anymore” natsumi informed “Nani? Demo Nande?” Naomi asked overwhelmed “Its just some problems occurred” natsumi said not telling her the details “Demo! Natsumi in a relationship there are always problems and fights its normal, can’t you think more about this??” Naomi asked trying to solve it “I’m afraid its not that simple…” she replied “Ne natsumi I really like you you’re the first girl I find really nice and I never saw him so happy after he was with you” Naomi persuaded “Arigatou, I really like you to hontouni you all have been very nice to me and don’t misunderstand me I really love Tomo … I mean Tomohisa, demo the things that had happened…” she sighed


“Well you know I can’t force you to do anything its just I think you should think about it again even tough I don’t know what happened between you two” Naomi said and stood up “Jyaa ne” she said and closed the door after her.

Natsumi sighed she didn’t want to talk about this anymore but every time she ends up talking and hearing about it… She didn’t want to talk or think or hear anything about this subject anymore but somehow it keeps on coming back.

Birthday Boy~

A few months later Yamapi was turning 24 so Johnny-san organized a party for him since he is the bf of his niece, he prepared a lot of things and only VIP’s may come.

The day of the party…

“PI-CHAN!!!” natsumi shouted to the still sleeping guy he looked at a very energetic girl in the morning thru one eye “ehh?” he mumbled “oiiii OKITE!” she shouted again “let me just sleep a little bit moooree..” he yawned “NOOOO” she continued yelling “Natsumiii” he pleaded “Bakaa~ that won’t work!” she laughed and jumped on the bed and kept on jumping and pulled the bedspread away “Uwaaah its cold” he shouted “Wake Up Wake Up!” she jumped and shouted “you are really to energetic this morning” he grinned she smiled and sat down on his lap “of course I am…!

Its my lovers birthday today you know!” she smirked


“Eh? What is it today” he asked her “5th of april” she said holding her laugh in “Oiii who the hell is this lover” he said and pushed her on the bed and tickled her sides “Uwaaaah YAMETEEEE” she cried

“so you woke me up what now” he asked “Eh… Good question ne…” she said and looked the other way “You woke me up for nothing?!” he shouted “Ahhh of course not!! BAKA~” she retorted “Jyaa nani?” he asked her “Ahhh come on its your birthday are you planning to sleep the whole day?!” she said “No but next time have a reason to wake me up” he said and stood up “Jyaa ryu-ga irun desu” she smirked “Jyaa what is the reason?” he asked her “I wanted to kiss you” she grinned “well you woke me up right where are you waiting for?” he laughed but she silenced him with a soft kiss “do you call that a kiss” he smirked


“Ehhh whats with my kiss anata hidoiyo!” she cried “I’ll show you what a kiss is” he said and grabbed her arms pushed her against the wall and he cupped her cheek with his hand natsumi stared at him, His fingers slide through natsumi’s hair, their mouths pressed together. Sliding his tongue along the seam of her lips when he pulled back “now this, is a kiss” he said and walked away she chuckled “ne ne! lets go to oji-san later ok?” she asked him while following him to the living room “sure” he said and laid down and turned on the tv


“from bed to couch” natsumi sighed “Nandayo what do you want me to do” he replied “its 12am Tomo-chan, lets go have lunch somewhere” she retorted “hah.. can’t you make something just now here” he yawned “TOMOHISA YOUR GONNA GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP AND GO PUT YOUR CLOTHES ON CAUSE WE ARE GONNA HAVE LUNCH OUTSIDE NOW!!!” she yelled “ok ok calm down, this is what ryo means when you flip huh Kowaiii~” he said putting his fingers in his ears and walked away to go change “RYO THAT BASTARD” she continued yelling “jyaam! Lets go” he said and opened the door.


When they arrived at the place they where going to lunch they talked a lot about this and that and that and this…
When they finished she suggested to go to shige since she didn’t see him for a long time he agreed and they went off going to him, when they arrived.

“OH shige!” natsumi said and invited herself in “Omedetou yamapi” Shige congratulated “Arigatouu~” yamapi answered “24 huh your getting old yamapi” shige teased him “Uruse!” he retorted what made them laugh “Hmm I need a younger guy Ayumi” natsumi winked to her friend “sou-desu ne I mean he’s got to be at least 20 or something” ayumi played along the prank “Ha Ha You guys are reaaally funny” he grinned “eh? Nande funny?” ayumi said looking with a serious face “yeah I really need somebody who is young, nice and sexy” natsumi smirked “I know a guy who may be perfect for you” ayumi said “Hontou! dare?” natsumi said curious “There is a guy who is in the same class as me omg natsumi you will die if you see him you will melt when he smiles you will die twice if he talks” ayumi explained almost drooling “Heee you make me so curious who is it” natsumi said anxiously


“and he is also Famous! Can it get any better” ayumi shouted “oiii we are also famous” yamapi and shige retorted “His name is…” ayumi said keeping them wait curious “Hiro Mizushima-san” ayumi announced “eh…” natsumi said surprised “eh hontou desu ka is he in the same class as you? You are so gonna go to another school” shige demanded “Ehhh but next week I have a date with him…” ayumi cried teasing shige who was having a rage of jealousy “So natsumi what do you think about it shall I ask his number for you” ayumi grinned “Can we please talk about something else” natsumi replied irritated “ehh whats with you all of sudden…?” ayumi asked “ahh by the way you all come to my oji-san house later ok” natsumi said to them and stood up “lets go pi-chan” she said and grabbed his hand “Jyaaa” natsumi said and closed the door. “lets go home!” she said and walked away he followed her.


When they arrived home it was 16:00PM and they changed and went to her uncle’s house. “Ikuyou” yamapi said and looked at the stunning yet cute girl standing before him “wow all this in just minutes time” he grinned “Arigatouu!” she smiled and walked out of the door, when they arrived at her uncle’s house she saw a lot of cars where parked there “ahh what are all these cars doing here?” yamapi complained “ahh there’s a spot” natsumi shouted but then an other car raced over and took the place “SHIKUSOOO BAKA!!” yamapi shouted when the guy stepped out of the car they saw it was Akanishi “ehhh akanishi desuyo” natsumi retorted “ah it is” yamapi confirmed and opened the window since akanishi also spotted them “Gomen I don’t want to stay the whole night finding a spot” he grinned “YEAH AND I DO ITS MY BIRTDAY FOR GOD’S SAKE!” yamapi retorted akanishi laughed at the mad guy “jyaa I’ll see you guys inside” he said and walked away, when they finally found a place they also went in.


“ehh what are all these people doing here” yamapi said while looking at a lot of famous people “Are you stupid or what, its your birthday party!” ryo retorted behind them “Hontou desu ka?!” yamapi said looking to natsumi “Uhn” she nodded “Suge!” he shouted, later that evening they had a birthday cake everybody was made to sit down and was singing birthday songs for him when they finished everybody gave yamapi a present


“oii me and ayumi bought you this present” shige said and tapped his shoulder “it was ayumi’s idea..!” shige whispered “oii baka shut up” she said and pushed him “go ahead look what’s inside” ayumi smirked when he opened the box he found a lingerie set “Are?! I do not have this kind of hobby” yamapi grimaced surprised “Baka it’s for natsumi of course!!” ayumi retorted “well its for them both ne so she can entertain you” shige winked to the guy “ahh soka soka” yamapi smiled and thanked them “NEXT ORE!!” ryo shouted


“URUSE!” natsumi shouted at him “OPEN UP!!” ryo continued and earned a slap on his head “BAKA!” she scolded “Oii back up you!” he yelled when yamapi opened the box he found a hat of Emporio Armani “EH Usooo majide Ryo how did you know?!” yamapi asked happy with his present “Ahh you kept on blabbing over it when you saw it once in a shop” ryo replied “Arigatou hontouni!” yamapi said grateful “jyaahaa best for last” natsumi said and stood up and grabbed her present box it was a small box


“what did you put in that little box gum?” ryo teased “RYOOO” natsumi cried “Open it up already!” akanishi yelled “hai hai” yamapi said and opened up the little box when he looked at the content he saw a beautiful bling bling watch with a lot of diamonds in it “USOOO” Ryo shouted “Eh maji? Are those real?” Akanishi asked natsumi nodded proud of her present when yamapi looked at her smiling he didn’t know what to say “Natsumi, Arigatou this is really… I just don’t have any words for it” he said “You don’t have to as long as you are happy” she said and smiled “asshole getting such a expensive present, AND WHAT DID YOU GIVE ME A GIFT COUPON WORTH 5000YEN” ryo retorted out of jealousy “Gotta spoil my baby” she grinned


“how much did this cost natsumi?” yamapi asked “Oii never ask the price of the presento!” she said and went to the Cake to cut it her oji-san Johnny helped her putting it in plates “ano oji-san Arigatou ne for doing this” she said and smiled “Everything for my pumpkin” he grinned “Demo… who the hell are all those girls?” she asked “Ahh gomen ne those are family members of my boys” he explained “Eh? Why do they have to come I actually only wanted our close people in this party” she said “I’m really sorry I forgot to tell you” he apologized


“Ya its not that big a deal” she said and smiled her phone was ringing “Moshi moshi” she answered “nani?!” she shouted what made her uncle get worried “Hai I’m coming right away!” she said and hung up “whats wrong” he asked “My friend she is pregnant but her husband is in africa she is now in the hospital I can’t let her alone” she said “I’ll bring you” a voice from behind them sounded “Hontou?” she asked “hmm sure demo tell yamapi first” akanishi said “uhn” she nodded and went to tell yamapi when she told him she rushed outside where akanishi was waiting for her “Lets go” he said and got into the car,


They rushed to the hospital she went to the place her friend was and stayed the whole time on her side till she was thru with everything she got a baby girl and called her Aoi (blue) because that was the name natsumi suggested “Aibaka! Leaving you here alone!” natsumi retorted “Arigatou natsumi for being on my side” her friend said and thanked her but it was late and the party was probably over so she decided to call yamapi “Moshi moshi pi?” natsumi said “haaaaaiii~~ haha” he said “eh your drunk?!” she said after hearing him giggle and talk in a weird way “Muuurrriiiiii” he laughed “where are you?” she asked worried about his condition “I’m at hotel demoooouu bye bye~!” he said still giggling “Wait which hotel?!” she asked “Roopppongiii!” he said and hung up, “what the hell is he doing in a hotel?!” natsumi shouted “eh? Hotel where?” akanishi asked “In roppongi? I really don’t get it” she said and went in the lift


When they arrived in Roppongi they started looking for a hotel they asked somebody and he told them there is only one hotel in this area and told them where it was they thanked him and continued looking when they finally found it “ill wait in the car” he said and natsumi went in the hotel “ano sumimasen kedo is there somebody checked in here on the name yamashita?” she asked the employment “sorry miss I can’t tell that sort of information” the employer replied “Noo but I know him!” she said “Do you have proof?” he asked “eh ah ano… AH! I do!” she said and grabbed her wallet out of her purse and showed his bankcard “Maybe you stole it from him” the employer said in disbelief “WHAT?!” she shouted


getting more and more pissed at the guy “Your gonna tell me or I!!” natsumi threatened “oh you gonna threaten me now? I will call the police if you don’t get out” the employer said and then somebody came in “Any problems here natsumi?” akanishi asked “A..a.aka…akanishi!?” the employer said shocked to see him “This asshole won’t tell me where yamapi is” natsumi explained “Ano ya ya ya gomen nasai! He is in room 286! Here are the keys!” the employer said and gave her the keys “Arigatou!” natsumi said and ran off to the room “That’s very nice of you” akanishi said and winked what made the employer flip “UWAAAH can I have your autograph?!” the guy yelled like a crazy fangirl “sure” akanishi said and signed “THNQ SO MUCH” the guy said out of happiness.


Meanwhile natsumi arrived at the room and opened the door without making a sound since he may have fallen a sleep when she entered the room she heard voices and people moaning “Yamapi” she whispered and when she entered the room more she saw something unbelievable something she never had expected something what crushed her heart deep inside she didn’t say anything about the thing she saw with her own eyes “HOW COULD YOU” she chirped and ran out of the room and ran as hard as she could yamapi who was naked covered himself with a blanket and run after her “natsumi!” he shouted but she didn’t turn around she kept on running and running and crying... her tears where falling like rain on the ground every tear that fell was like she got stabbed in her heart every step she took made her feel miserable she went outside and ran to the guy who was standing there waiting for her she ran up to him and flew in jin’s arms “Jin…” she cried “what happened??” he asked her surprised “get me out of here” she told him and pulled back he nodded not knowing why the girl was so upset and what had happened,

In the car she was silent and didn’t talk “aren’t you gonna tell me what happened?” he asked her “I don’t want to talk about it now jin… I’ll call you later…” she said and stepped out of the car “thank you” she said and walked away.


When she was home she didn’t want to sleep, she kept on repeating the scene that she saw “him with an other girl… why…why?!” she whispered and cried till her whole face was wet like somebody just threw a bucket full of water over her face. She eventually fell in sleep because she got so tired on the couch. In the morning her phone was ringing “moshi moshi?” she answered….



Thursday, May 7, 2009

Long Night~

Natsumi woke up and found herself lying next to yamapi in his arms at the couch “eh what’s the time” she muttered and reached out for her phone “Yabe 10am” she shouted and stood up what woke up pi “Nani?” he mumbled still sleeping “The funeral” she shouted and went to dress up when shige also woke up he saw pi “eh when did you arrive?” shige said “in the night” pi replied “we have to go to the airport first “ano hiroki-kun? Your gonna tell him now?” shige asked “Ahh Doushio…” she said “eh he doesn’t know yet?” yamapi asked “No… he is still to young to know…” she cried “He will find out eventually, he will only get hurt more and more if you don’t tell him” yamapi said “Demo..” she whispered


“Tell him” he repeated “Uhn…” she said and nodded she went upstairs and woke her little brother up “nee-chan” he mumbled “Hiroki stand up and go dress up ok” she said and smiled “haii…” he said still sleepy and yawning “nee-chan are we going somewhere” he asked while he was putting on his shoes she walked towards him and bend down on he knees “Listen very carefully Hiroki… This I will tell you now… Is something that had happened” she told him “Nani?” her brother asked “The dream you had somehow… Wasn’t a fake one” she whispered “what do you mean?” he asked


“Okasan to otosan…they really…” she said and got interrupted “NEE-CHAN URUSAIYO” he shouted and ran away “gomen…” she mumbled to herself and walked out of his room “hiroki” she shouted the two other guys looked up and saw the little fellow run downstairs “Uso desu yo” he said and ran to shige and hugged him “Hiroki…” he said embracing the crying boy, She looked at her little brother hurt and in much pain “This is why I didn’t want to tell him” she sobbed “Its better now then later” yamapi replied to her.

When they went to the funeral all her family members where also there, everybody was emotional about their loss of two family members and a destroyed home. Mei, natsumi’s sister also attended she just had arrived.


Natsumi from the time that she arrived there the only she did was cry cry cry and cry… It was too much for her to think of all the things that happened she couldn’t even have a proper goodbye she didn’t see them for like 2 months and now she will never see them ever again. In her head she was making her self crazy “why why didn’t I come more often to see them, why did I always make a fuss with them when I saw them nande nande nande!” she repeated in her head the words kept on spinning in her head over and over and over.


When the funeral was finished she went back to Tokyo with her little brother Mei returned back to America since she had important work there.

First they dropped off shige at his home and then went to Natsumi’s apartment.

But at the way to her apartment pi got a message,


Sender: Johnny-san assistant-chan

Yamashita, you must drop by tomorrow Johnny got to discuss some important things

with you DON’T END UP COMING LATE, this is very important I never heard him talk in such a serious way. The meeting is at 6:30 YES IN THE MORNING

This is serious talk Yamashita!

Your friend or Johnny’s assistant

Ken


“eh nanda kore” yamapi said “hmm?” natsumi said looking at his phone “I have a meeting at 6:30 tomorrow IN THE MORNING?! Nandayo!” yamapi shouted “Johnny-san desuyo?” natsumi asked “hmm weird and they know I can’t wake up easily” he sighed “maybe its some sort of test or something” she said “Test…” he echoed.


When they where at natsumi’s place “Arigatou ne for everything” she said and kissed him on his cheek “Hiroki lets go” she said and stepped out of the car “bye!” she said “Chotto! I am going with you!” he said “You have to wake up early tomorrow you have to go take a shower and change your clothes and go rest some, you already did enough for me hontouni don’t worry about me” she said and closed the door of the car.


When she went in her house she looked at her brother “this is your new home” she said to him “Ever heard of cleaning up??” her brother teased she smiled “Lets start a new a live here” she said to him and kissed him on his forehead “Uhn” he nodded and smiled.

Later on the evening when they got sleepy they went to bed and slept but in the night…


Somebody was knocking on the door “haii” natsumi said sleepy and went to the door “Yamashita-san?” she said and invited her in “Ano I heard everything from Tomo…” naomi said “Hmm soka” natsumi replied “if you ever need me with something just tell me ne” she said “ah Arigatou gozaimasu” natsumi replied


“Eto your little brother.. Are you sure you can handle him” Naomi asked “I’m sure.. I don’t want to leave him, we already lost our parents I don’t want him to loose the rest of his family too” she explained “Demo if you ever don’t have time or something I will take care of him” Naomi suggested


“That’s so nice of you hontou Arigatou gozaimasu” natsumi said with a tearing eye “Where is Tomohisa by the way?” Naomi asked “eh he isn’t home?” natsumi asked since she thought he was home all the time “iie he didn’t come yet” Naomi said “I’ll call him” natsumi said and picked up her phone.


“Moshi moshi pi~?” natsumi said on the phone “Ano can you call me later I’m busy right now” he said and hung up “eh? Cho..chotto!” she said but he already hung up, “where is he” Naomi asked again “I don’t know he said he was busy and hung up on me…” she said confused “Busy? At this time? Its 1:00am” Naomi said “ahh gomen ne by the way I woke you up at this time” Naomi apologized “Iie I don’t mind hontouni” she said “jyaa I will take my leave now! Oyasumi” Naomi said and closed the door.
“yamapi… Dokoni ima…” she whispered .


The next day…


In the morning she made breakfast for her and her brother she told him about what they where gonna do today, “were gonna find you a new school ne!” natsumi said “Yayy” he shouted happy when they finished eating and dressed up and ready to go someone called her “Hai moshi moshi” natsumi answered “Natsumi gomen ne yesterday I cut you off” pi said “Uh.. yeah where were you?” she asked “ahh that’s not important anyway I’m almost home!” he said and hung up.


When she went outside with Hiroki she saw pi coming “hey!” he said and walked towards her “oh” she greeted back “Ohayo Hiroki” pi said to the little guy “ohayo!” he greeted back “I’m going to sign my brother in a school now” she said and walked the other way “I’ll go to” he said and followed them “Whatever” she sighed “What did I do this time?” he sighed “Where were you last night?” she asked “Natsumi I really mean it now TRUST ME” he shouted


“I do but you just love to be so damn mysterious ??” she shouted back “I don’t understand you really where do you think I was last night” he asked her “I don’t know that’s what I want to know but you keep on doing so mysterious like I said” she said “You want to know right? I had a meeting with Johnny that I actually had in the morning but because I wanted to be with you I went yesterday in the night” he explained her “eh demo… Why where you keeping this a secret then?” she asked him in despair


“Because its nothing important” he retorted “Hah? Never mind…” she said and continued walking they kept on going till they found a school went they went in to the school they went to register Hiroki and where talking with a lady of the administrative work they had a long talk and she had to fill in some papers “Ano just a question but is this your son” the woman asked them “You guys are really young” she continued


“No im his sister” natsumi corrected “Ahh gomen, but I need to get the sign of his parents” the woman said natsumi kept on starring at her “we don’t have any parents, not anymore” she replied “Oh my I’m really sorry for being so rude” the woman said “No its your work I understand” natsumi said “Then can you sign here and here and then we are done he can start school next week” the woman said “And goodluck” the woman said and waved them goodbye “well that’s done ne hiro-chan” she said “Haii” he said.


When they went back home she got called by somebody. “Obachan?” natsumi answered “oh uhn genki desu…uhn hai…nani?!... Nande?... no I’m not gonna be ok with that!... Why are you doing this?!... IM NOT TOO YOUNG IM 22!!” she shouted what made yamapi stare at her “oii its your grandma don’t shout at her” he whispered “NO I WON’T ACCEPT THIS!” she said and hung up “Why are you so angry?” he asked her “That woman ARGHH she makes me mad” she shouted again “calm down what did she say” he asked her “hiroki go play games in the bedroom ok” she told him and he went


“She want me to give her Hiroki to be raised by her” she said pissed “Why?” he asked her “She think im too young, she is gonna make a lawsuit of this that old b*tch” natsumi cursed “Natsumi calm down it’ll be fine but your grandma sounds a bit..” yamapi said and got interrupted “Slutty I know! That woman only brings problems in my life she thinks because she is so rich she can do everything! I so want to kill her” natsumi shouted “Problems? What did she do?” he asked “HAH! I have a whole list to name if you want to know, but the worst one was… When she threaten me… she wanted me… Ahhh I don’t want to talk about it” she sighed “go have some rest you really look tired” he said “uhn maybe I will” she said and stood up to go take a nap.


A month later… The lawsuit had started natsumi who was very worried to lose her little brother was sitting next to her lawyer, she was very stressed while her grandma was sitting very calm like she knew she was going to win this lawsuit.

“she probably bribed the judge…” natsumi whispered

It was a very long lawsuit it was 4 hours later when they finished and the final result was what natsumi already had seen coming was that her grandma won the lawsuit and get the custody over her little brother Hiroki, she was also made to tell her brother that its ok and he will from now on live with his grandma.


“Again a huge loss…” natsumi sobbed “but you can still visit him right?” yamapi tried to cheer her up and put his arm around her neck “uhn sou desu kedo… But I just want him to live a happy life after what happened” she said “Who says he isn’t gonna live a happy life now, you really shouldn’t worry to much” he comforted her with his words and she cheered up “and again im so happy your always on my side” she whispered he looked at her and smiled and pressed a warm kiss on her lips.

Together...Forever...

“Natsumi” shige said “nani?” she replied “I’m sorry for all the trouble I made you go thru” he sighed “I still don’t understand why you did that, that’s so not you” she said in a disappointed way “I know I don’t even know why I did it I was angry and I didn’t think when I kissed you” he explained “ya ano ok lets not talk about it anymore” she suggested “its really a great house here ne” shige said “Um it really is especially this balcony thingy or do you call it a terrace? Anyway I love it, you can relax here and if you want to go swim you can go to the beach waaah I LOVE AKANISHI AAAH” natsumi shouted “eh weren’t you talking about the beach?!” shige grinned “Yeah but isn’t it thanks to him that we are here!” she shouted “I’m not deaf Natsumi” shige said while covering his ears “Gomen” she laughed “Sooo tell me are you and Yamashita ok now?” shige asked “Yeah I think so” natsumi smiled but then her phone ringed “moshi moshi?” she answered


“HAH?! USO?!” She shouted shige looked at her questioning she was silent and was listening to what was told to her face was pale like she just saw a ghost her eyes where vague and red “natsumi..?” shige whispered looking at his friend in pain she was bitting her under lip “I’m in Hawaii now but I will come immediately I will be there tomorrow morning” she said to the person “hai arigatougozaimasu…” she said and hung up “natsumi who was that what happened??” he asked a strip of questions the tears falling from the edge of her cheek he then hugged her very tightly “shige…” she cried “natsumi tell me what happened” he asked again “My parents….” She cried “what’s with them??” shige asked worried


“THEY PASSED AWAY IN A CAR ACCIDENT” she cried even louder what made everybody come outside to the terrace “What happened?!” Ryo asked, natsumi didn’t answer “natsumi??” ayumi said and also hugged her shige had an expressionless face looking into the nowhere “her parents passed away” he said still staring into space “What are you saying?! This is not funny” Ryo shouted “I’m not joking!!” Shige shouted back “Take me to the airport…” she said while still sniffing her whole face was wet from tears and also shige’s shirt was wet “Hai” Shige said “ano I will go to” Ryo said “no don’t let my problems ruin your vacation” she said and packed her stuff


“Tomohisa wa? Your not gonna wait till he comes” he asked “Tell him I’m sorry” she said and grabbed her bag “Please don’t worry about me ok” she said and went to the door “I’ll see you later minna” she said and closed the door after her they stopped a taxi and went to the airport “Shige…Gomen ne” Natsumi said “Why, are you crazy?!” he said “No but I ruined your vacation with ayumi…” she said “I don’t care even tough Ayumi is my girlfriend your more important for me…” he said “Arigatou..” she whispered and started sobbing again

When they arrived at the airport Shige went to buy two last-minute-tickets, “our flight is at 1:00Pm” shige said while walking toward natsumi who was sitting at a bench still crying “uhm” she nodded “Natsumi… I just want you to know… I’m always here for you…Always” he whispered in her ear while hugging her “Arigatou…” she said.


When the time arrived for their flight they went to the plane.

Natsumi was tired so fell in sleep on shige’s shoulder he looked at her sleeping peacefully, he felt something warm running down his cheek he realised he was crying and wiped his tears away “I will be here for you from now on zutto~” he whispered but she was too deep in sleep to hear what he said.

When they arrived in Japan they took the bullet train to Osaka, the news was spread everywhere on papers on tv on radio everything, it was a huge accident where not only Natsumi’s parents where involved at but also a lot of other victims.


Natsumi got called “moshi moshi?” natsumi said “Natsumi?” yamapi said in a soft voice “hai?” natsumi said bitting her lips “why did you go without me?” he said “Gomen Tomo I just wanted to leave as soon a I could, my little brother is all alone at school since my sister is in America she couldn’t find a plain going to japan till in the evening… So I must go there just to think of it that he is there alone not knowing what happened with okasan to otosan is just killing me I’m really sorry… but my brother has priority now…” she explained “I understand… I’m actually now on the airport, you will be in Osaka?” he asked “uhm I will” natsumi replied “Jyaa I’ll see you later… And don’t forget that I love you” he said “Thank you, I love you to pi bye” she said and hung up.


“was that yamapi?” shige asked “yeah he is also on his way to japan” natsumi replied “hmm soka…” shige said “I can’t believe this… Why… Why my parents…” natsumi sobbed “That’s something nobody can answer…” he whispered.

When they where in Osaka Natsumi rushed out of the train station to her little brothers school what was luckily near the station when they arrived at school her little brother was sitting on the ground next to the door gate.


“HIROKI” natsumi shouted “Nee-chan” her brother said when he saw his sister she ran his way and hugged him tightly she started to cry “Hiroki...” she cried out his name “nee-chan??” hiroki said confused not knowing why his sister was crying “Natsumi!” shige shouted natsumi turned around to shige “nani” she said while standing up “Don’t cry before your little brother… he doesn’t need to know yet” shige whispered “Uhm… your right…” she said and whipped her tears away “ano kono hito wa dare?” hiroki asked while they where walking home “Eh..” shige said “Oh this is my friend…” natsumi said


“Sou, Kato Shigeaki desu” shige introduced “Ah hajimemashite!” hiroki said and smiled when they arrived home she went in “tadaima” she shouted forgetting that nobody was home still waiting for somebody to answer “natsumi…” shige said “ah…” she said realizing nobody was home “ano okasan wa?” hiroki asked “Ano she will stay late today at work that’s why I came gomen ne for letting you wait so long” natsumi said “Iie!” hiroki smiled and went upstairs to his room, natsumi sat down and was leaning her head on her hands “doushio…” she said “Everything is gonna be ok natsumi don’t worry” shige said and sat down beside her, her phone was ringing “moshi moshi?” she answered “Natsumi.. I’m at the airport but I can’t find a ticked… all flights are delayed because of the weather here in the US” mei said


“Eh… Uso desu yo” natsumi chirped “I will get a ticket as soon as I find one no matter how much it costs” mei shouted “if you need money I will send you” natsumi said “Arigatou.. I will let you know if I do” she said “eto hiroki wa… Don’t tell him please” mei said “I won’t, he is still to young to hear something so cruel” natsumi replied “Natsumi… I really can’t believe it… Why…” mei cried “WAKANAI” natsumi shouted and started crying “Lets be strong for our little brother” mei said “hai… Jyaa please tell me when your coming” natsumi said “hai I will jyaa” mei said and hung up.

“She ok?” shige asked “yeah, but she couldn’t find a flight due circumstances, short said she isn’t gonna make it today” natsumi explained “soka” shige said


A few hours later somebody called her “moshi moshi” she answered “hai” she said “hai arigatou gozaimasu” she said and hung up “who’s that” shige asked puzzled “Somebody of the hospital, the funeral is gonna be tomorrow…” she said and dropped a few tears again but when her brother came downstairs she whipped her tears away fast so he can’t see she was crying “ano may I play here nee-chan?” her brother asked “sure” natsumi said and smiled “Yay!” he shouted “how old is he now” shige asked


“11 years old… he is gonna be 12 soon” natsumi replied “when are you planning to tell him” he asked “not anytime soon… I will tell him a lie and will tell him when he is old enough to understand” she explained “demo.. what will happen to him now” shige asked again “I will take care of him… I will find a good paid job and will raise him” she said “ano are you sure I mean your 22” shige said “well what else do you want me to do throw him out to the streets” she shouted “No… but…” shige hesitated “Look Shige I understand what your saying but there are no other options and I won’t let my brother be raised by somebody else ok” she said irritated “Well then if you ever need me…” shige said “Arigatou shige but its already enough to have you around me hontouni and I really have to stop to get people involved with my own personal things…” she said


“Oii I’m not just somebody?!” shige retorded “ya ano that’s not what I meant… Demo, I won’t bother people with my problems anymore” natsumi sighed “I’m tired lets go sleep” natsumi said and stood up she went to her little brother to bring him to his room to go sleep when she was done she gave shige a pyjama “I hope you don’t mind my fathers pyjama?” natsumi said “Iie its fine” he replied and went to change when natsumi entered her parents room she got emotional and had a few flashbacks when she was still young and when she was scared she always came running here and sleep between them she sighed “nande…”


“ano then I’ll go sleep in the other room” shige said “Chotto shige?” natsumi said “Hmm?” he said and turned around “Ano stay here… If you want” she asked “Demo..” he said but got interrupted “Its just… I don’t want to be alone” she explained “Ah soka… Ok then” he said and sat down on the other side of the bed “Arigatou… Oyasumi” she said and turned of the lights “oyasumi” he whispered, in the middle of the night shige couldn’t fall in sleep he kept on starring at the ceiling he was thinking on the situation he was in a girl in the same bed sleeping it made him feel uncomfortable just when he wanted to close his eyes she was turning around and hugged him “eh?!” shige whispered but she was asleep “natsumi” he whispered trying to get out of her embrace but it didn’t work “ehh…” he mumbled to himself “Why is my heart beating so fast…” shige continued he slowly moved his arm and placed it on her back and caressed her. But then the door slide open when he looked he saw “hiroki?” shige said


“I’m scarred” the little guy cried but only after shige realised that natsumi was still resting on his chest “Natsumi” he said and waked her up “eh…” natsumi said looking thru one eye “ano…” shige said when she opened her eyes she saw she was lying very close to him “ahhhhhhh…. Gomen!” she shouted and stood up “your little brother woke up” shige said avoiding the previous situation “Hiroki-kun? Are you ok?” natsumi asked and bend down “nee-chan im scared..” he cried again “From what are you scared hiro-chan” she asked him “I had a bad dream…” he explained “What was it about?” she asked him “It was… Mum and dad” he started crying


“What about them?!” she said holding his arms very tightly “They died” he shouted. When she heard the last words come out of her little brothers mouth she was speechless the whole world for her stopped she couldn’t believe what he just said and kept on starring to her little brother who was frightened “Hiroki… You know dreams aren’t real” she mislead him “eh… Hontou?” he said whipping his tears away “Silly you of course they aren’t” she said and put on a fake smile “yokatta…” he said out of relief “Jyaa go back to bed so you can rest” she said to him and brought him to his bed till he fell a sleep, just when she went back she heard a loud blow outside it was raining and thundering just when she wanted to go back to the room she heard the bell ring


“eh? Dare?” she said confused and went downstairs to look who was at the door “should I open the door?” she asked her self and opened the door she saw a wet soaked guy “Pi?!” natsumi exclaimed “Oh” he waved “Come in” she said and pulled him inside “go sit down I’ll go get a towel for you” she said worried and got a towel “Are you crazy?!” she whispered “Why are you whispering and why am I crazy?” pi asked a string of questions “I don’t want to wake the others up and couldn’t you stay at a hotel coming in this kind of weather you can get sick you know” she said and putted a towel over his shoulder she grabbed his bag and took out a shirt and a pair of pants


“Put this on and give me the wet ones” she said and helped him putting of his shirt “is it weird if I get excited from this?” he asked “Yamashita!” she shouted looking at him in a i-don’t-believe-you way “Gomen” he smiled she also grinned “only you can make me smile in such a situation” she remarked “That’s why I wanted to come here as soon as I could, and I’m still mad at you left me there in Hawaii are you crazy?!” he shouted “Shhh! I’m sorry ok I was overwhelmed I didn’t know what to do…” she whispered “Just don’t do that anymore… Eto… The funeral wa?” he asked “Tomorrow…” she replied “Natsumi… Together we can go through this” he vowed what made her shread some tears “Together…” she echoed and hugged him.



Passionate Night~

He moved forward, gently pushing Natsumi down onto the bed, so that he was lying between her legs he moved closer and kissed her gently on the lips she grabbed his shirt and slided it slowly over his head when they were undressed the clothes where spread in the whole room she spreaded her legs a little allowing room for him, he pushed against what made her squeeze her eyes close “are you ok” he asked she gasped and nodded he started kissing her neck while moving slowly when she was used to it they turned around now she was on top he placed his hands on her hips feeling them go up and down.



She slided her hands over his chests what made him moan “faster…” she whispered in his ear and bit his earlobe their pace started to get faster and it didn’t took any longer before the two where having their climax, he trusted in her a few times and he came he whimpered his eyes and made a long gasp she moaned he then pulled out and rolled next to her the two of them where panting for breath she stood up and went to the toilet he looked at her walking towards the toilet and when she came back she laid down and placed her head on his chest he embraced her with his arm “I love you” she whispered “hmm?” he said “never mind” she sighed “why don’t you just repeat it? You don’t mean it?” he said “eh you heard me and still you want me to repeat it” she replied “and why didn’t you just repeat it” he smiled “hasukashi desu yo” she grinned “so you can be wild like you were just now but you can’t say that you love me” he laughed


“uruse…” she smiled “I wonder what the others are doing now” he suddenly said “uhmmm let see its 2 am in the night etooo maybe sleeping o.O” she said sarcastic “Yeah well maybe they aren’t I mean we are also not sleeping right” he replied “but that’s different” she grinned “Keiko is actually a nice girl” she said “eh why that all out of the sudden?” he said “I dunno it just popped up in my head” she smiled “so she is nice you said” he continued “uhm I don’t know her so long but from what I’ve seen up till now she is very nice I’m really glad for Toma” she said “Are you just saying that or do you mean that” he grinned “nani? Of course I do, why wouldn’t I” she said irritated “well if you were maybe still confused about your feelings or something” he said “I don’t Tomo! You are really my only one” she said and went closer to his face “jyaa repeat what you said then” he grinned “no you ruined the mood now” she laughed and stood up “where are you going” he asked while seeing her putting a skirt on “lets go outside” she said “ehhh nande” he said confused “hayaku!” she said while pulling him out of the bed and gave him his pants “nani are..” he whispered “HA-YA-KU” she shouted
again


and opened the door and sneaked down the stairs they went outside where a beautiful view was of the sea she ran towards the water leaving yamapi behind her, he smiled and walked to her “osoi na!” she shouted and pulled him by his hands into the water “aaaah COLD” he shouted natsumi laughed seeing him shout how cold the water is she then looked at her watch it was 3 am she walked out of the water and laid down on the sand he followed her laid down on her “oii get of from me” she said while pushing him they where lying next to each other and where looking to the sky with the beautiful shining stars “isn’t it beautiful” natsumi said “hmm sou” he replied “I love you” she said he looked at her and smiled “I love you to” he replied just when he said that they heard people talking behind them “ehh… minna??” natsumi said while seeing everybody outside


“oiii what the hell are you two doing here all romantic and everything!” Ryo shouted “uruse!” natsumi shouted again “and there they go again” shige said “it’s a beautiful view here at night ne” Toma said “hmm” keiko said and rested her head on his shoulder “kawaiii” ayumi shouted “lets go for a swim” akanishi suddenly announced “ehhh are you crazy its cho cold!” Yamapi said “Yeah so!” natsumi said and started undressing “oii chotto what the hell are you doing” yamapi shouted and stopped “nani? I was prepared for this so I’m already wearing my bikini don’t worry” she said and went running to the water the other girls went to change and all the boys where already wearing shorts so also went in “WAAAAAAH COLD!” Ryo shouted and the rest also did “natsumi wa” shige asked “I don’t know I don’t see her” ryo said when shige looked further in the sea he saw her swimming very far “wow how fast is she” ryo said when he looked the same way as shige “suge” shige said when she came back


the girls where also in ayumi was somehow on Ryo’s shoulders and keiko on pi’s “what are you guys doing?” she asked confused “they’re having a competition” shige answered and walked away “chotto” she said and went after him “Slut!” he shouted when they went inside the house “ehh?” she said shocked “Ayumi!” he shouted again “nandayo?” she said confused
“she is flirting with Ryo the whole time she is driving me crazy!” he continued “why don’t you tell her” natsumi said and sat down “because I don’t want to be rude to Ryo” he replied


“ehhhhh?? Uso desuyo?” natsumi laughed “Im serious, and you know what if she wants to play that game I will to” shige said angry “Ahh come on shige it isn’t that big a deal don’t overreact” natsumi said just when she finished her sentence Ayumi came in

when natsumi looked at shige he was coming towards her and kissed her on the lips at first she was overwhelmed but then she pushed him away “WHAT THE HELL” natsumi shouted and turned around to Ayumi’s way she saw everybody with shocked faces “NATSUMI! HOW COULD YOU!” ayumi shouted and ran out of the kitchen “ehhh ME!” natsumi shouted pi didn’t even say anything and left the kitchen the rest didn’t know what to do so also went away Natsumi felt tears in her eye what made her look vague “gomen” shige said while seeing her with a furious look “nande…” natsumi whispered “I don’t know I just..” shige stuttered “Did you just do that because of Ayumi…” she said “eh ah ano…” he stuttered again “SAITE!” she shouted


and went upstairs she wanted to open the door but then realized that pi is in there she held the door handle but couldn’t open she turned her back to the door and slided down to the flour she embraced her knees under her arms and kept on looking forward but then the door opened she turned around and saw him standing there “what are you doing?” he asked “ah.. ano..” she stuttered “don’t worry I’m not mad at you” he said and helped her up “eh?” she said while walking into the room “He is the one who kissed you right” he said while walking to the balcony “uhm” she nodded “you didn’t enjoy it?” he asked “h..hai” she replied “nani you did?” he said and turned around “No of course not!” she shouted “okay… I believe you” he said “demo, what where you guys doing just now you to keiko??” she suddenly said “eh?” he said “You wouldn’t like it either if I was on some other guys shoulders” she said “You wouldn’t like it either if I was kissing some other girl?” he laughed “I didn’t want that to happen!” she shouted “what do you want to do now?” he sighed feeling that these conversation is leading to nowhere “I want you to stop being so easy” she said but only after she said it realised what she said “Easy?” he said “Ano.. I didn’t mean it like that” she corrected “you know what maybe I want to be easy!” he shouted and left the room and slammed the door behind him “no…” she whispered while wiping her tears she lay down and hugged her pillow she didn’t sleep for the whole night, In the morning…


During the breakfast everybody was pissed and didn’t talk


“ano… We came here to have fun you know…” akanishi said while looking to everybody “Some want to have a different kind of fun here” natsumi said “some only want to fight” yamapi said and glanced to her “some only want to flirt here!” shige shouted and walked away “YEAH WELL SOME ONLY CAME TO BE JEALOUS” ayumi shouted and also stood up and walked away “Ano I think you guys should really calm down a bit” keiko said “Can’t you just stick with your own guy?!” natsumi shouted “I CANT BELIEVE YOU” yamapi shouted and also went away “Thanks a lot keiko” she said and went away “gomen…” keiko whispered sad “keiko its not your fault she is just a bit jealous… She really changed” toma said “Its my fault that I invited everyone here” akanishi said “oiii you didn’t do shit! They should be grateful to you” kame shouted “sodesu!” toma said.

“Natsumi you should go apologize to pi” ryo said “I? what did I do?” she said “well he also forgave you about what happened with shige right? and also what he did isn’t that big a deal you know” ryo explained “shut up ryo…” she sighed “You know this is the truth” he continued “I dunno but maybe we just aren’t meant to be with each other” she sighed “Your really irritating me right now BAKA you don’t know how much he loves you… If I were I would stick with this one” he replied “What should I do…” natsumi surrendered “Just tell him your sorry I’m sure he will accept it” he suggested “I’m gonna kill you if he doesn’t” she said and stood up “Hai! I will sacrifice myself then!” he grinned “By the way shouldn’t you go tell shige you and ayumi aren’t like the way he thinks you guys are” natsumi said and walked away “EEEEH!” he shouted she went to the bedroom and saw him sleeping on his belly she went and sat down on his back and laid down “what are you doing?” he said while looking over his shoulder “I’m sorry pi about all those things I have said and done…” she said and hugged him from behind “I sometimes really don’t understand you” he said confused “Me neither the only thing I understand now is that I really can’t live without you..” she smiled.



Saturday, May 2, 2009

Aloha~

“Natsumi!!” yamapi shouted “Ehhhhh why are you shouting hontoni,, I can hear you…” natsumi replied “because we have to leave soon and your still eating!!” yamapi shouted again “oiii” natsumi shouted back, then they heard somebody knocking on the door “haii” natsumi shouted and opened the door she saw 2 big bags and holding them where “ohh ayumi shige you finally made it here” natsumi said “Ohayoo!” ayumi said while barging in “ohayo ayumi” yamapi replied “natsumi you didn’t tell me they where coming here” yamapi asked confused “Well now you know” natsumi grinned he looked at her with a disappointed look but didn’t say anything and brought together with shige the stuff to the car when they finally arrived at the airport yamapi was looking for the others he saw toma stand there with a girl he walked toward him “oh toma!” pi shouted toma turned around and saw him and waved “ohayo!” toma replied “hisashiburiiii ne” yamapi said “desu ne we really need this, to be with all our friends without work or anything, all thanks to Jin” toma said while stretching his arms “hmm so desu ne” yamapi replied “ano…” the girl next to toma said “ahh of course ano yamapi this is my girlfriend Keiko-chan!” toma announced proud “ehh hontou desu ka? Hajimemashite” yamapi replied


“domou..” keiko replied shy “ano natsumi wa?” toma asked “eh I don’t know shige where is she?” pi asked the younger guy “ahh she is waiting for Ryo since he just arrived here so she will come soon” shige replied then they heard some people arguing “OIII” ryo shouted “URUSAYO!” natsumi shouted back “ahh there they are” shige grinned “Oh toma!” ryo greeted “Ryo-chan!” toma said and tapped with his hand on ryo’s shoulder “ano minna I want to introduce you to somebody everybody this is Keiko! Keiko this is everybody” toma laughed “ahh ano hajimemashite watashi wa Saoto Keiko desu yoroshiku onegaishimasu!” she introduced herself “its his girlfriend aren’t they cute” yamapi grinned “HHHEEEE HONTOU” ryo shouted “Omg ryo shut up” natsumi said “oh isn’t that Akanishi over there” shige said while pointing towards him “ahh it is” toma said and walked towards him “ohh akanishi!” toma said “ey! Ohh good everybody is here” akanishi smiled “ano everybody demo where are the other kat-tun’s” toma asked “ahh they couldn’t make it only kame to Koki” akanishi explained “ahh zannen desu” yamapi said “Jyaa lets get going!” akanishi said and walked forward.


In the plain…


“ano whats your number?” natsumi asked “97 and yours?” pi replied “98 its here right” natsumi said “AHHH KUSOOO I must sit next to you!!” Ryo shouted “NANII ITS ME WHO MUST SAY THAT!!” Natsumi shouted back “Ehhh… sit down already” yamapi said while apologizing to the people in the plain. “Gomen” natsumi said and sat down “shit! 8 hours next to you” natsumi said “uruse!” ryo said “ehhh RYOOH!” natsumi shouted “natsumi please fight when we arrive!” shige shouted from the seats before them “your kind of aggressive today ne” ryo grinned “I’m calm come on natsumi hold your self” natsumi said to herself “pi” natsumi said “hmm?” pi answered “could we change seats?” she asked “ehhh hidoiyoo~ Natsumii~” ryo said “I know!” she said and changed seats with pi, that flight they didn’t talk or anything till they almost arrived they where all sleeping.


When they arrived at the vacation house of Akanishi


“Jyaam! Ore no PALACE” jin laughed “did you buy this yourself” Natsumi asked “No its my grandpa’s actually but when he passed away he left this house on my name so… yeah that’s it… I really miss him tough” jin said while looking to the sky “aww.. I’m sorry…” Natsumi said and placed her arm around his neck “its ok I’m already over it…” akanishi said and smiled to her “jyaa let me show you guys around!” akanishi said and everybody followed him “There are 6 bedrooms upstairs so everybody 2 each room ne” akanishi said “Jyaa I’ll say who is going to be with who” natsumi said “ehh let them choose their selfs” yamapi said “yaa iiyo ne minna?” akanishi said “ohh hai” everybody said “Jyaaha! Toma to Keiko, Shige to watashi, Ryo to y…” natsumi said while getting interrupted “oiii oiii oiii chotto matteeeeh!? Nanda sore anata to shige???” yamapi shouted confused “AH Gomen I don’t know why I said that… jyaa ano shige to Ayumi, Ryo to Tegoshi, Koki to Koyama, Akanishi to Kame” natsumi said “jyaa is everybody ok with that?” akanishi asked “haii” everybody said “well then go unpack your stuff there are closets and a bathroom in every room so you can put your stuff there” akanishi explained “jyaa ill see you guys later” he said and everybody went to there room when natsumi saw shige and ayumi walk in to their room she felt a weird feeling she just didn’t want to see that.


When she walked in the room yamapi was lying on the bed “oii nani im not going to unpack on my own” she said while dragging the bags to the closet and opened them “Natsumi do you really want to be here” yamapi asked ignoring what she said “Eh?” she said and turned around “with me?” yamapi further asked before she answered the other question “That with shige was just a mistake ok nothing else” she said irritated and started putting the clothes in the closet “Jyaa then its ok” he said and stood up to help her, when they where finished akanishi took all the boys to show them the gaming room the girls went to cook dinner in the kitchen “uwaah this kitchen is choo big!” natsumi shouted “Yeaah you can see the beach uwaah I love it” ayumi said but keiko just sat down and didn’t talk much, “ano saoto-san ano you don’t have to be so shy” natsumi said “eh…ano you can call me Keiko” she replied “ohh hai jyaa keiko-chan desuyo!” ayumi shouted “Hai..” keiko replied “what should we cook?” natsumi asked the two girls “Eto… Gohan to a lot of other side dishes like tempura and tonkatsu or Udon soup” keiko suggested “hmm ii ne jyaa gohan to side dishes then” natsumi said “haii then I’ll make the rice” ayumi said “I’ll make the tonkatsu” natsumi said “Ill make the tempura!” keiko said and smiled to the others “I think this is gonna be a fun vacation!” natsumi said and smiled back.


During the cooking they talked a lot then they started to talk about the boys


“for how long are you guys a couple now?” ayumi asked “who me and toma? For 3 months now” keiko replied “eh hontou desu ka it’s a big step for you guys to go on vacation together ne” natsumi said “hmm so ne I kind of very scared actually and I also was worried about If you guys would accept me or not” keiko said “ehhh of course we will but your also a nice girl so if you wasn’t we wouldn’t accept you” natsumi said “oh hontou desu ka ureshii desu!” keiko smiled.


When they finished cooking they called the guys to have dinner they putted everything neatly and nice when the boys came in they couldn’t believe what they where seeing they all eated till everything was finished “jyaa guys clean up!” natsumi said and winked to the other girls and they all stood up the guys where looking to each other shocked “EH!! You women must clean up that’s your job!” Ryo shouted natsumi turned around and glanced at him she didn’t say anything but that glance was just enough the girls all went upstairs to natsumi’s room “haaah lately I’m fighting a lot with ryo” natsumi sighed “lately?” ayumi held in her laugh “Ya I know demo I mean like real fights…” Natsumi said “don’t worry about it..” keiko suddenly said “eh” natsumi said and turned around “ano i don’t know you guys for so long but I really think you guys are very good friends even though you are aruguing a lot” keiko said “so desu ne” ayumi confirmed “Demo Shige is acting weird to lately… I think he has somebody else” ayumi suddenly announced “ehhhh fusakindayo ayumi shige would never” natsumi shouted “I don’t know but aren’t boys like always asking for sex?” ayumi asked “eh nande that all of the sudden demo yes they do unless you give them enough” natsumi grinned in the living room all the guys where sitting there watching tv but then yamapi called natsumi’s phone he was to lazy to go upstairs so when he called she didn’t pick up because she didn’t hear it since she putted on silence but it was in her pocket, but the button to pick up the phone was pressed when yamapi heard it “moshi moshi” yamapi said but didn’t get an answer “ano moshi moshi natsumi?” yamapi said again but still no answer then he heard ayumi talking “Well we almost never… me and shige…” ayumi sighed “ayumi?” yamapi said confused thinking that she picked up the phone “yaa yaa ano maybe he is just shy” keiko said “ehhh keiko??” yamapi said again more confused “hmm maybe ne ano keiko-chan how about you and toma” natsumi laughed “NATSUMI” yamapi shouted but again no answer but then he realised what happened “how many times” ayumi grinned “ya ano… ehhh haskashiyo!” keiko said “OIII OIII minna listen listen!” yamapi shouted and put his on the table and everybody was listening “ehh nani?” toma said then he heard keiko’s voice “oii keiko?” toma said “Shhh listen” yamapi said.


“well lets just say you can’t count it with 5 hands” keiko smirked “ehh so its more then 25 times in 3 months!!!!” Ayumi shouted

“ehhh nani kore yamapi!” toma said embarrassed “UWAAH PLAYBOY DESU NE” Ryo shouted together with everybody “ehh uruse…” toma said

“So how about you Na-chan” ayumi grinned “none of your business” natsumi said and stood up


“ehhhh nandayo why must she keep it a secret” the guys shouted “its probably bad since she don’t want to tell” Akanishi smirked “oii AKANISHI!!!” yamapi shouted “are you having fun boys” natsumi said looking from upstairs “EH how long are you standing there!” Ryo shouted “Long enough to know what you guys are doing” natsumi said and walked down the stairs “it was yamapi!” everybody said and pointed to him “EHHHH YOU ALL ENJOYED IT!!” he shouted angry Natsumi was now so pissed she didn’t even want to be near them so went back to her own room “ano we will go sleep now” ayumi and keiko said and left the room she heard akanishi shout “OK EVERYBODY BEDTIME!!”


Not much later everybody was in their room yamapi came in “Your not gonna sleep in this bed that’s for sure” natsumi said “eh?” he said shocked “Don’t think what you did was funny” natsumi said while looking with eyes filled with anger “Gomen I know it was really stupid of me…” he said but got cut off “I really never expect that from you” natsumi said and also stood up “don’t make such a big deal of this” yamapi said “jyaa then ill go sleep in the living room” she said and grabbed a pillow just when she wanted to open the door he grabbed her by her arm “Nani” she said and turned around “don’t do this to me…” he cried “eh..” she said shocked she was angry that’s a fact but when she saw him like that she just couldn’t… she let her pillow fall on the ground and embraced him with her arms pi didn’t expect that he was flustered that she was just a sec ago hating him and now hugging him “yappari I really am in love with you…” she whispered but he didn’t hear her. He lifted her up and walked with her to the bed “Putt me down” natsumi shouted “shhh” he smirked and put her down on the bed.



Travel

“moshi moshii” natsumi answered the Phone “oh tsu-chan ore-da shige” shige said “ah hi sweetie so where do we meet” natsumi asked “at the same place as always ne” shige replied “ok see you there in a half an hour” natsumi said “jyaa~” shige said and hung up


When they arrived at the meeting place


Kochi!” shige shouted she turned around and saw him sitting at the usual place “why where you looking? we always sit here” shige said “gomen… shige I’m in a huge dilemma hontoni” natsumi replied “look if its about koyama its really not a big deal” shige said “demo… its not only about kei-chan im like confused with my feelings” natsumi said looking to the beautiful view of the ocean “eh…? You mean…? Yamashita?” shige replied confused natsumi nodded “Nande?!?” shige shouted “if only I knew… I mean im crazy about him really but its just people from back in the days where I just really had a really good bond with are like coming back… and its just so hard I don’t know” she said and put on her sunglasses and stood up and was again looking to the beautiful view

“is it toma…?” shige said and stood up next to her when he lifted her sunglasses he saw her eyes red and the tears where dropping of her face he wiped her tears “natsumi…” he whispered and pulled her to his chest and hugged her very tight “everything is gonna be ok…” shige whispered in her ear first she was just standing but then she surrounded her arms around him and hugged him back.

“I think im gonna take a break from everything” natsumi said “hmm?” shige replied “im gonna go to my parents home to think about all these things” natsumi explained “do you want me to go with you” shige suggested “no you should go to ayumi and shige please threat her good I can count on you right” natsumi said

“of course don’t worry about it, when you come back give me a call ‘kay?” shige said “oh hai I will jyaa then ill see u next week” natsumi said and shove on her chair “you’re gonna tell Yamashita?” shige asked before she wanted to leave “no.. you tell him but don’t tell where! tell him she went to a friend or something I don’t want him to come all the way to my parents house since he is busy enough with his work” natsumi instructed “ano.. is that really a good idea I don’t like to lie you know” shige sighed “Please shige for me…” natsumi pleaded “ok ok god I can’t say no to you…” shige shouted natsumi grinned “arigato shige.. jyaa ne” she said and left the café.


Next day


Natsumi went to Tokyo station to take the bullet train to Osaka where her parents live.

When she arrived at her hometown she all felt nostalgic and was thinking about the times with Toma, Ohkura and Ryo and all her old friends.

“Tadaiima~” natsumi shouted when she came in the living room she saw her mother and her little brother and her mother sitting watching tv “ONEE~CHAN” her little brother shouted “Hiro-chan!” she said and hugged him “Natsumi…? What are you doing here” her mother smiled “I just wanted to see you all again” natsumi said and sat down “How is yamashita doing” natsumi’s mother Satumi asked “Hmm good very busy with work” natsumi replied “is he treating my girl right” satumi asked “ahh please mum” natsumi said “ah gomen gomen young people don’t like to talk about their love lives ne” satumi laughed “papa wa?” natsumi asked “eh… ano about that… me and your father are…” satumi stuttered “your what??” natsumi said “we’re divorced…” satumi said without looking to her uninformed daughter “YOU WHAT?!? WHY THE HELL DIDN’T YOU TELL ME ANYTHING” natsumi shouted “I’m sorry but I just didn’t want you to get worried or sad” satumi explained “OH SO YOU WAS PLANNING TO NEVER TELL ME AND DO LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL HERE?!” natsumi retorted “Me and your father quarrelled a lot about stupid things we just didn’t click anymore we talked about telling you and we just thought to tell you later” satumi explained “Yeah whatever and you think I will forgive u guys now?? You know what im gonna leave to calm down a bit” natsumi said and putted on her shoes “natsumi where are you going!” satumi shouted “Im going to Nishikido’s house!” she said and slammed the door.


“GOD wherever I go there are problems what’s with this world!!” she was mumbling to herself “henna janaiyo…? Talking with yourself BAKA~~” somebody walking behind her retarded when she turned around she saw it was Ryo “ehhhh ryotan!” natsumi shouted “wow your surprised to see me” ryo grinned “I just wanted to go to your parents house since I didn’t see them for ages!” natsumi said “hhee they always ask about you haha” ryo laughed then his phone was ringing “ah chotto gomen ne” he said and picked it up “moshi moshi nishikido desu” he said “oh yamapi ogenki?” ryo said “hmm natsumi? Nande call her yourself” ryo shouted but then natsumi was doing weird gestures “nani” he lip talked “chotto matte yamapi I have to pick up something” he said and put his hand on the mic “nandayo?” ryo asked “ don’t tell him anything about me tell him you don’t know” natsumi said “eh!?” ryo said “PLEASE” she pleaded and was pulling him back and forth “ok ok ok!” he said “ano yamapi ah gomen so about natsumi no I didn’t see her why not call her?” ryo said “she doesn’t pick up? Hmm that’s weird… isn’t she home?” ryo asked “ryo you ass don’t make it so complicated he will think im missing or something” natsumi whispered

“urusayo” ryo said “eh ah sorry yamapi I was talking with somebody else who is very noisy, hai gomen ano if I hear something from her I will inform you, kay hai jyaa ne” ryo said and hung up.


“Whats this all about?” ryo asked “I just….bla…bla….bla” natsumi explained everything “heee… nande natsumi yamapi is treating you so good” ryo said “I KNOW that’s what its making it so hard for me” natsumi shouted “So you still have feelings for Toma?” ryo asked “no… if only it was him who I was having feelings for…” natsumi said “jyaa dare? Ore?” he smirked “EH YOU NO WAYYYYYYYYY NEVER” natsumi laughed “OIIIIIII!” he shouted “I think I just have to forbid those feelings” natsumi sighed “hey you should just follow your heart cause if you don’t you will never be happy” ryo said “I know but its just to complicated since he already has a relationship” natsumi said “Who the hell is it??” ryo said “im not gonna tell you” natsumi shouted

“Natsumi you do know your putting me in a very awkward position, I mean yamapi is my friend I can’t lie to him” ryo said “so you choose an friend who you just have known for 5 years above one you know 10 years?” natsumi said “That’s why im saying your putting me in a awkward position” ryo repeated “please ryo just pretend you never heard this or saw me here in Osaka” natsumi pleaded “Uhm… demo natsumi at least call Yamapi he is really worried” ryo replied “I will” natsumi said.

When they arrived at ryo’s house they had a long chat with his parents and about the past how they where always fighting but even though that they couldn’t be without each other they laughed a lot and talked a lot about those things it was 5pm and natsumi decided to get going back home.


When she arrived home she smelled a delicious essence of food “Uwaaah tonkatsu..!” natsumi said and walked to the kitchen “Tadaima” she said “Hokaidi” her mother replied “are you ok?” satumi asked “uhm I went to Nishikido’s they said hi to you” natsumi said “ahh that’s very thoughtful, ano gomen about earlier” satumi said again “mum just drop that topic please…” natsumi said then her older sister came in “NATSUMIII~~!” she shouted “Mei-chan!” natsumi shouted back and hugged her “omg I missed you so much” mei said “I missed you to!” natsumi said “well lets have dinner!” satumi said and brought everything to the dinner table.

When they finished eating the 2 sisters went upstairs to their bedroom “so natsumi how’s life” mei asked “hmm tough like it should be” natsumi said and then heard her phone ringing she picked up “moshi moshi” natsumi answered “natsumi?” yamapi said “eh tomo?” natsumi replied “where are you? Why aren’t you picking up your phone?” he asked “Gomen… my batteries where dead” natsumi said “Demo where are you why did you leave without saying something, do you know how worried I was?!” he said “gomen…hontoni gomen… Ano I’m at my sisters house I will stay here a couple of days so don’t worry about me ok jyaa” she said and hung up.


“natsumi are you ok” mei asked while seeing her sister drowning in her tears “did something happen” mei asked “I I I don’t know… I just don’t know anymore sometimes I just feel like crying even though nothing happened…” natsumi said “natsumi calm down tell me everything” mei said “Look im just very confused about my feelings and it just hurts me so much this what happened…bla…bla…bla” natsumi explained again.

“So… you have feelings for Shige your best friend who is unfortunately already in a relationship with your other best friend and you still love yamapi at the same time… God it really is complicated… But natsumi the only thing I can suggest is follow your heart it may cause a lot of problems but finally you will be happy with the decision you made and hopefully live a happy life…” mei said

“how you say it it just sounds so simple… But if I really was in love with Shige I wouldn’t have feelings anymore for Yamashita right… So maybe its just fake feelings…” natsumi said “maybe… but think about this very good natsumi you can’t play with other peoples feelings I mean I think yamapi really loves you, don’t forget that if you go for Shige you will lose him…” mei said “I know... but I think I just need a break… I’m going to tell him tomorrow…” natsumi said and again some tears dropped she was biting her lips “natsumi don’t worry hontouni if he is a proper boyfriend he will understand im sure” mei said.

“lets get sleeping ne…!” natsumi said and turned off the lights “oyasumi”


--Next day--


When they had breakfast natsumi prepared to get back to Tokyo when she was in the train she got called by shige “Oiii!” shige shouted “nandayo baka janaino” natsumi replied “so aren’t u back yet, yamapi called me several times yesterday he drove me crazy…” shige said “gomen shige hontoni demo arigatou ne..!” natsumi said “iiyo iiyo its just I kind of felt bad for him” shige said “he called me yesterday and I felt so miserable but im gonna call him now so ill talk to you later ok! Byee byeee” natsumi said and looked at her phone and sighed she dialled pi’s number “moshi moshi” he answered “natsumi desu..” natsumi said in a low voice “where are you?” he asked “im coming home now, lets meet at the blabla [note: sorry xD can’t come up with a name]café” natsumi said “hai” he said and hung up like he knew it was something bad she wanted to talk about.

When she arrived at the place she saw him sitting in a corner with his sunglasses on since he probably didn’t want to get noticed

she sighed and went toward him when he saw her he smiled “konbanwa” natsumi said and sat down “that’s all ne…” he said and putted of his sunglasses “ano I got to tell you something” natsumi sighed “chotto me first! Akanishi has a vacation house in Hawaii and he told us to come what do you think about it?” he asked excited “well I don’t know… I” she said and got interrupted “Please? It will be fun a lot of other people are going” he said “dare?” she asked “Ano… minna no kat-tun to minna no NewS eto… Toma and some girls” yamapi said “so Ayumi to?” natsumi asked “I think so, he told us to take whoever we wanted with us” yamapi replied natsumi was rather disappointed then happy that Ayumi was also going “ano your going?” yamapi asked “Yamapi…” natsumi “ah… whats with you all of the sudden?” he asked confused “I’ll go” natsumi said “Yosha we’re leaving tomorrow so lets go pack!”