The End...

“You’ve got some guts to call me ne” she said irritated to hear his voice “Natsumi please I really need to talk with you, outside” yamapi said she wasn’t ready to talk with him yet but something just pushed her to go “hai” she said and hung up and went outside it was rather dark even tough it was morning it was 7am, when she went outside she saw him leaning on a bench he looked at her “hey…” he said she didn’t greet him back “what do you want?” she asked cold not even looking at him “What happened yesterday…” he tried to explain but got interrupted “yeah you had a very excited night congratulations I don’t want to hear about it ok” she retorted and wanted to walk away but he grabbed her arm she stopped “Listen to me please” he pleaded “Let go of me” she said and shacked of his hand “I didn’t know what I was doing… I was drunk and…” he continued she smirked “Ha… Lame excuse ne, I don’t care really if you was drunk or whatever” she replied angry “You just don’t want it to be solved do you?” he asked

“What?” she said she shook her head “I think you don’t want us to be together anymore, that’s why you don’t want to clear up things you just don’t love me anymore?” he accused “You really think so? You really think I don’t love you anymore?” she said angry about the words he just had said he didn’t answer her “you don’t know half how much I love you… Seriously you don’t know anything, demo… Now when I look at you I keep on recalling the things I saw and even tough you did this to me I still love you and I think I always will” she explained

“BUT WHY?! Why do you have to recall it I didn’t even know what I was doing I don’t even know where or with who I was for god’s sake I still don’t know anything!” he shouted “how do I know that you really don’t know anything maybe that’s just a lie and you will do it again” she said not trusting a word of what he said “The only way you can know is if you have faith in me and believe me, but if you don’t… I guess this is the end then” he announced she looked shocked to him she knew this was coming but she just didn’t want to hear it

“I guess so” she said and turned around since her eyes where getting teary, she didn’t want him to know she was hurt “Natsumi” he said just before she wanted to leave “I’m sorry for everything I did to you” he apologized what made natsumi explode she couldn’t hold in her tears anymore and just let it out he was surprised since he didn’t see that coming “natsumi” he whispered “Go away already!” she said and ran of.

This day… Was the last time they would ever be together, it was… Officially over. Right...?

Next day Akanishi who was lately hanging around with natsumi a lot these days he dropped by
“akanishi?!” she said surprised “Oh” he greeted and came in “Are you ok?” he asked her “Uhn just a flew or whatever but I’m fine” she nodded “Ano…” he said “Yeah I already know what you want to ask, me and yamashita broke up” she announced “eh demo…” he said disappointed “Nande?” he asked “I just can’t… Its just too painful for me, maybe I’m just overreacting but I really can’t” she cried “Its such a waste hontouni…” he sighed “Kedo its not that I’m dying now without him I got to admit I do miss him but life goes on ne!” she said “Sou desu ne” he agreed.

When akanishi left she lazed around and didn’t do anything she didn’t even bother too cook some food for herself she just kept on starring at the tv and zapping to other channels but then she heard somebody knocking on the door at first she wanted to pretend like she wasn’t home since she didn’t want to go open up but she was curious to know who it was and went to open it she opened the door and saw “Natsumi!” Naomi shouted and hugged her “Eh?!” natsumi said not knowing why she was hugging her, the woman invited her self in and went inside “Are? Yamapi not here?” Naomi asked not knowing what had happened

“Eh? Ano about that” natsumi said and sat down “nani did something happen?” Naomi asked worried “yaa ano me and Tomohisa aren’t together anymore” natsumi informed “Nani? Demo Nande?” Naomi asked overwhelmed “Its just some problems occurred” natsumi said not telling her the details “Demo! Natsumi in a relationship there are always problems and fights its normal, can’t you think more about this??” Naomi asked trying to solve it “I’m afraid its not that simple…” she replied “Ne natsumi I really like you you’re the first girl I find really nice and I never saw him so happy after he was with you” Naomi persuaded “Arigatou, I really like you to hontouni you all have been very nice to me and don’t misunderstand me I really love Tomo … I mean Tomohisa, demo the things that had happened…” she sighed

“Well you know I can’t force you to do anything its just I think you should think about it again even tough I don’t know what happened between you two” Naomi said and stood up “Jyaa ne” she said and closed the door after her.

Natsumi sighed she didn’t want to talk about this anymore but every time she ends up talking and hearing about it… She didn’t want to talk or think or hear anything about this subject anymore but somehow it keeps on coming back.